Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Touchweight -- Downweight in particular
I've been finding that I've been getting tired at the piano faster than I remember. My left wrist is actually hurting a little bit. Maybe it's because I'm practicing more, but I have an alternate theory. New York City had an extremely humid summer, and my technician told me that it caused many pianos to have "stuck keys", and I wonder if it's had a permanent effect on my piano.
Most grand pianos apparently have downweights in the 50 gram range. Back then, I asked my technician to make the action slightly heavier, but he never told me what downweight he was aiming for. Apparently most piano makers these days aim for 52-55 gram downweight. Here's a link on the pianoworld forums with useful information:
http://www.pianoworld.com/forum/ubbthreads.php/topics/105454/1.html
Using quarters and dimes, I weighed the downweight for all the keys on my piano, the the pedal down. A quarter weighs 5.67 grams, a dime 2.27 grams. After testing a few keys, the weight of 10 quarters appears to the the average downweight, so I just taped 10 quarters together to save time. Let's just say that's 56.7 grams.
A total of 58 keys, or 65.9%, of the 88 have downweight less than 56.7 grams. Presumably, around 55 grams was the factory setting. The distribution these 58 keys is interesting: from the very top octave to the bottom, it goes 13-10-8-9-6-3-6-3. 13 because it goes from C-C, the last 3 is low A, low B flat, low B. Maybe I'm generalizing a little, but the more often used keys are more messed up. There's also the "noise" in the data since my technician oiled up the bushing for a few of the notes somewhere in the middle to upper register. Either way, I'm guessing they're messed up more because I was playing them when the bushing absorbed lots of moisture.
A few downweights are way, way off. The lowest D weighs a whopping 76 grams! The second lowest E is a close second, weighing 73.7 grams. 8 of them weigh over 68 grams, all of them in the 2 lowest octaves (starting from low C). Perhaps that explains why it's especially my left hand that's getting tired?
I haven't measured upweights. I've already wasted enough time testing the downweights. But the second lowest E actually doesn't even always return to original position, so... that's definitely problematic. I've had to work super hard for repeating notes for some keys, so it'll be interesting to find out what keys should give me problems.
Looks like I'll need to do something about it at some point... maybe the next time I get my piano tuned.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Listening to My Own Playing from a Few Years Ago...
One obvious thing is that I didn't practice enough--I played through tons of wrong notes. But that's something I knew all along. I mean, I played the concerto with music. That surely gives it away.
There are some things that I wouldn't do today. Like with the Mozart, I probably need to simplify. It also has too much phrasing done in the Romantic sense, I feel. With the Beethoven, it's clear that I never put too much thought into it. Other than the simple f and p's , the obvious crescendo and dimuendo's, my playing lacks a central idea. [Actually, on second hearing, it sounds downright schizophrenic. It just wasn't good.]
In general, back then I lacked subtleties. A better point is that I think I need more layering when I present the music. Maybe I've heard my own playing too many times, it's just not very interesting. It's quite straightforward in the presentation. If there even was a coherent presentation to begin with.
How would I improve my "layering"? I don't actually know. I guess that's why I need to buy myself a half-decent recording device and listen to myself. Cell-phones and built-in microphones on laptops do not qualify.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Stephen Hough and Raison D'etre of My Pursuit of Musical Growth
The reviewer, Alex Ross, gave a raving review of Stephen Hough's play. Not knowing who he is, I looked him him later. Turns out, in addition to being a musician, he is also a well-established poet, and writer on religious matters. In fact, he's been named by the Economist as one of the world's 20 greatest polymaths.
I'd like for myself to be a polymath; I think people are definitely too specialized these days. In fact, picking Chemistry as my PhD field after my bachelor in Physics and Math was partially motivated by this fact. In college, I took courses like Drama, Women's Studies and Sociology with that determination in my mind. I think in the end, I spread myself a bit too thin.
Stephen Hough is clearly much more accomplished in everything he has done. I, on the other hand, has yet to accomplish anything in particular to any depth.
Other than my career in finance, perhaps it is only music that I have any real chance of becoming somewhat of an expert. And it was only realizing that I solved the question I have been asking myself for many years now, which is: Why should I play the piano?
As a kid, piano was forced upon me. I wouldn't quite go so far as to say I hated it, but certainly if it weren't for my parents, I would much rather be doing something else (most probably play video games). In college, I had my first shot at giving it up. But I was decent at it, so I kept taking piano lessons. Maybe it was satisfaction of my ego and the thrill of audience's applause that stopped me from giving it up.
At multiple times in grad school, I didn't join the school's chamber music program. I really thought it's time to stop the piano. I was good, but not so good as the make a living out of it. Why bother? My musical standards started to get higher, and it became higher and higher for me to perform at that level, without much practicing. I can just listen to music, and sing along with it.
So my recent surge in interest in music had me wondering if it's an activity worth pursuing. Unlike most people, who simply do things because they enjoy them, I need to justify any actions I take, even if it's something I truly enjoyed. This mentality has led me to making many short-sighted decisions, but I'm too deeply ingrained in this mindset to change. And I have never been able to find a rationale keep up with music.
That is, until last night. I was reading Glenn Gould's writings, and I was caught thinking how even for a genius like Gould spent a lifetime pursuing and thinking about music. As I got up to the bathroom, my mind just became crystal clear and I realized music, or perhaps the piano in particular, is actually worth my while pursuing. I would like at some point in my life to be able to claim supreme expertise at something, and at my rate of finding new things that interest me, the only candidate for me to becoming an expert in is the piano.
My full justification currently contains the following two points. One. Few had a chance to have spent months as a kid playing alongside a music conservatory professor every single day. Those days gave me a rock-solid foundation to build upon, and with my innate urge to play everything fast, I have good finger dexterity. It is not something you can simply acquire after becoming an adult, so I have something that can genuinely be qualified as "talent". Two. I think, I have an inner desire to prove to my parents that, contrary to what they have been telling me all my life, maybe I do have have some musical senses after all. This aspect is deeply ingrained in my head which is again a rather unique event. Coupled with my somewhat obsessive perfectionism when I put my mind to it, I keep searching for the perfect way to play a phrase, or a measure, or even a couple of notes. The Perfect Note--what musicians are constantly after.
I think that with those two points, largely unique to to myself, give me sufficient rationale to keep pursuing the piano, and music in general. It is going to take a lifetime, but I hope I do get somewhere.
Friday, September 24, 2010
YouTube Clips
Yep, no solo playing. I need to videotape myself one of these days. Wonder what I should upload for my first piece...
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Ear Training--Part I: Intervals
Chopin National Edition
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Injury!
Monday, September 20, 2010
What is an Interpretation?
I needn’t detain you long: this is the kind of Chopin recital that informs and refreshes. From the weighty opening chords of Chopin’s Second Sonata, Simon Trpceski strikes a balance between detailed analysis, instinctive reaction and sweeping romanticism that’s deeply satisfying.
He can produce a huge, rich sound and introduce tempo adjustments and rubato in ways and at times that could prove disruptive, and yet his musical intelligence and confidence are such that he gets away with it, and you’re carried along with his exuberance. The rapid repeated chords of the Sonata’s second movement are attacked ferociously, then the huge resonance Trpceski’s produced melts into the warmest, gentlest cradle-song of a melody you could imagine. The third movement is that famous funeral march, not taken too slowly, and beginning with an intimate subjectivity, before the more public mourning and posturing. The frantically compressed moto perpetuo finale has a nightmarish quality to it…which is then picked up in the opening of the first of Chopin’s 4 Scherzos; not much to joke about here. And again it’s Trpceski’s willingness to surrender himself to the moment that’s so impressive in the Scherzi; there’s a genuine feeling of spontaneity about these performances, yet he’s still able to bring out little details and emphasise lines you might not have noticed before.
Personality in spades, yes, but there’s also integrity, and that really matters. You get the feeling that Trpceski really identifies with this composer-pianist, more so than in his Rachmaninov recital for EMI, where just occasionally the gestures felt overblown. Here there’s appropriate flamboyance alongside emotional honesty, and if you want to know what I mean, sample the opening of the Scherzo No. 2. Trpceski’s been given a better recording for his Chopin as well, absolutely mirroring the playing: intimate, but with room to take the grandest sonorities. Sheer delight from end to end.